eternity.

I feel like a new beginning is here, and I just felt like jotting my thoughts down.

Hello 2014. I realised my last post was last year, and I was in a place where I was pretty much stuck. Moving on felt so hard at that point of time, but I did it. So two claps and a pat on the back, yay me! It wasn't just a person I had to move on from, but it was also all the baggage that came with it. Every memory, every photograph, everyone associated with this very person. It was just past baggage that kept haunting and haunting me, I had to let all that go.

I'm better and happier at this very moment. Okay, that was a side track.
But I was here for a reason. I was looking through all the photos of new and young parents with their kids, bonding with their little ones; be it teaching them how to articulate simple words to learning to catch fish. I want that so much.

Dear God, please give me a chance to have a family with a loving husband and give us the opportunity to raise beautiful children. Give me a chance to be a great mum and a loving wife. I would love the opportunity to bond with my kids, to spoil them and give them all the love and guidance the same way both my parents have done for me. I want to shower my family with unconditional love, and be the best pillar of support for each and every one of them. I want to be someone who is able to stand at the peak of success and support my family in all ways possible. Insya Allah I can have this. Amin.