eternity.

For every part of me that's messed up, you're in it.
For every part of me that's thankful, you're in it.
For every part of me that's happy, you're in it,
Pretty sad we couldn't hold this one out, and for that, you're all that's on my mind all the time. As I look at me, I too can't believe this either, I'm still waiting. I never understood the reason why I hang on to everything like they still hold the same meaning like before, maybe on my side, but it's different to you.
I don't get by every night without crumbling at the thought of you. You eat me up slowly, I don't know what's left of me no more.

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Dear friend,
I wished you'd stop changing your way. I like it like before. It's like you never wanted all of this, then should I decide to leave now?