eternity.

I feel like, blogging regularly.
That's a good thing, because, at least I know my blog won't rot.

I still smile when I hear your name, I get excited when I know I'm about to see you, I'm happy knowing how you're doing. I laugh when I hear funny stories about you. I get hyper after a dream about you. You still bring joy to me, I'm damn sure now I still do.
Its crazy, when people look at it, asking the same old questions. &now, I don't wanna hear it anymore. I don't wanna rant, no more. Its not so easy afterall.

Thanks Royhan Jill & Afiq.
Speaking about Afiq, Irra called! Yay! Finally , babe. I was supposed to meet her on Wednesday, but since I wasn't feeling well, we made up another day. & I'm getting real excited in meeting her. She cut bangs! :D See you, Wednesday! & no talks on Sec4 life, because its tough as hell and we're not gonna add stress.
IM-ed with Candaye, meeting up on Wednesday! For a real study session & for some malay tutoring. Attrocious, Attrocious, tsk tsk tsk.
Actually,I'm dreading Wednesday a little. I don't wanna know my results :/ but its okay, I can't blame anyone else but me. & i've learnt my lesson, no last minute studying sessions!

Royhan's out bowling with Eyfa, & I'm stuck home with bladder pains. So I'm not allowed to meet them, & movie plans with Mum & Sis were cancelled because nobody at home's feeling better than I am. I shall start loving DvDs & books from now on. Shall bite on a new habit.

Me : MUM , CAN WE PLEASE GO OUT?
Mum : I told you, I've got a headache & Dad does'nt allow us out.
Me : UGH. its so boring, I don't wanna study ): OFF DAY
Mum : then?
Me : Let's play pool! Headdown to Hg Plaza!
Mum : You're always talking about pool. When did this addiction for pool start? You went with your friends?
Me : ( in my head : OH SHIT! ) err, nooo. okay, fine, let's stay home. *grins *
SLIP OF THE TONGUE.
that's partly why I'm staying home.

wait, before I end this post. I know its pretty random, but I love watching my brother worry about what he's going to wear, & I love sitting in his room watching him pick out clothes. That all the more excites me! Pretty much the reason why there's a standard set for the guys in my household & the reason why dressing to me, is an important factor for guys.
" you're not taking me out if you're looking like trash. "
- bet you guys heard it before in movies.
& that's definitely something I agree with.
The thing about my brother, & the reason why I love watching him pick out clothes, is because he's got great fashion sense, & most of the times he'd ask for my opinion. I never get left out :D The vainpot needs the other vainpot eh.
Vanity's not a sin, live by that.

Alright, :D
I shall watch a thrillion DVDs' if it takes that amount to entertain me.
i've got my strawberries& the aircon :D