eternity.

What have you done now ?
I'll pull myself together, but its something I really want.
Because I cannot take it anymore. I can't deal with this anymore.
But now , I'm the one slipping away.
I'll try not losing myself.
I'm trying out this journey on my own and I want to be happy.
I want to, just not this way.
If only you could understand. You never will. Your temper and moodswings have never been predictable.
I don't want it.

No, honey.
You pushed yourself away.
And now, I'm pushing myself away from you.
I won't talk till everything is sorted out.
I'm sorry, its not your fault. Its mine. I made a mistake.
When everything is alright, or maybe a fraction closer to alright, then i'll start talking.
In the meantime, my head is just killing me, because I have to make so many decisions at one go.

Try dealing with that, Oh Fantastic One.

On a brighter note,
Bro's coming home tomorrow ! ((:
& I'm having so much fun staying home on a rainy day with my loved ones :D

Bowling, baby ! :D

Bear ! Don't be affected alright ? stay strong ! & i'd be here okay !