eternity.

Somehow, things just dont turn out the way you expect them to. One moment, its just going right and the next, it betrays you, all of it. & today, I felt tested. Every part of me felt tested.

Imagine three people doing the same thing to you. It hurts, you know. Seeing how screwed up things already are, you still can make it worse. You dont have to salt wounds now , you know. You don't even listen now. Since you're so hot headed, why do you even need to talk to me ? When all you do is play pick up sticks with me ? When you need me, pick me up. When you don't , dont bother. Tell me that doesnt suck.

You dont know the pressure of having to do everything because you're an expert. Number One, I'm not an expert. Number Two, at least contribute, instead of , " Have you done it ? " Try other lines.


Dates dont happen so easily.
Hearts get broken twice as fast.

Let this post be emo for all I care, damnit.
But there is a happy part though, I'm proud of my husband ((:
&&&& i think its back. Shewwwt. Positively la pleaseeee.
&&&& phonecall yesterday was great <3