eternity.
Sunday, September 02, 2007
I'm staring at the floor.
I'm kicking the door.
I'm pulling my hair.
I'm giving up.
Because personal feelings get in the way of this friendship. Its being selfish. Stop treating me like shit, everytime you feel like treating me like garbage, there I become your garbage. Its about how you feel. I try to be there for you. What about me ? You're still my friend, at least I still treat you as one, and a close one in fact, but you dont care. I still need you to be there, but no, you simply avoid me. I know your reasons.
I know you blocked me.
These tears have been falling down for three days straight,
& you all tell your troubles to me.
Its as though I've got none, trouble-free.
When you need me, I try to be there always.
When I need somebody, there's nobody.
Because my happiness was fake.
I'm pathetic.
Thanks darling cousins for the nice massage (:
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