eternity.

I'M BAMBOO + BAMBOO= 2 BAMBOOS (:

Deb and me were having silly silly convos in the wee hours of morning. As always eh ? We're both turning anneroxic, we're gonna go through all the vomitting and one meal per day crap together. Now that's what you call great when you have a partner who does shitty things with you. Haha. Stay home movies today with family (: Or not, planning a midnight movie, Fantastic Four : Rise of the Silver Surfer. YES. Enough of the jealousy after that, I watched it already eh , that means I can boast and make manymanymany people jealous (: Haha.

I officially miss you and the beach and I definitely am ready to go swimming ! Well, at least I think I am. The days have been so unpredictable, one moment you're the happiest kid in the whole wide world and the next you're just so damn tempted to cut yourself and feel like screaming to the whole world. And so these words has been playing in my mind when life brings me down, "Because life has its own downings and you've got to deal with it. If it does'nt kill you, it makes you stronger. "
And trust me, it helps.

MY GAY NURSE ! You're leaving tomorrow eh ! You'll miss me ! Haha. EXTRA PRESENTS EH ! (:


I know I've been mistaken,
but just give me a break and see the changes that I've made.
I've got some imperfections,
But how can you collect them all and throw them in my face

But you always find a way to keep me right here waiting
You always find the words to say to keep me right here waiting
And if you chose to walk away I'd still be right here waiting
Searching for the things to say to keep you right here waiting

I hope you're not intending
To be so condescending, it's as much as I can take.
And you're so independent you just refuse to bend
So I keep bending 'till I break

But you always find a way to keep me right here waiting
You always find the words to say to keep me right here waiting
And if you chose to walk away I'd still be right here waiting ?
Searching for the things to say to keep you right here waiting

I've made a commitment,
I'm willing to bleed for you
I needed fulfillment
I found what I need in you

Why can't you just forgive me?
I don't want to relive all the mistakes I've made along the way...
But I always find a way to keep you right here waiting
I always find the words to say to keep you right here waiting
But you always find a way to keep me right here waiting
You always find the words to say to keep me right here waiting
And if I chose to walk away, would you be right here waiting ?
Searching for the things to say to keep me right here waiting



I'm right here waiting for your return.

"GIVING YOU. "